Even the "absolutes" that I'm trying to rely on as I struggle through the worst run of my poker career are marked by uncertainties. Brutal.

Uncertainties: 1- Maybe you haven't run that bad. 2- Maybe your history isn't massive/relevant. 3- Maybe Bovada is rigged (super unlikely).

Absolutes: 1- You have run terribly badly*. 2- You have a massive history of winning poker*. 3- You won't run bad forever*. *-Uncertainties

Cooking up a fresh batch of clams at 2am. Better than crabs at least.

Another big losing session where I'm thinking how miniscule it'd be if I didn't do that stupid thing, and that stupid thing, and that one...

My online poker chat is off, I have no idea if the stuff I type shows up for others, and I still type out some trash talk every session.

@stephenfishbach Could Jac have quit game after 1st vote to save Jon? What would producers/Jeff do? Any stipulations in contract about it?

Reminding myself that I should never and will never yell "Worldstar!" while witnessing a fight, because nobody wants to hear that from me.

If u told me 20 yrs ago my most productivity-killing adult addictions would be video games and watching sports.... I would have believed it.

ABF. Always Be Flowing.